THE BEGINNING :
You never saw this coming!!! You might have heard that it happened with friends and neighbors but assumed that “This can never happen to me. I will not let myself ever get into something like that! I am far more superior and mature. I will handle the situation way too differently”
And yet you experience that same story… variations of characters, sexes, names and situation are applicable...But moreover it is precisely the same.
This is the one time in life, suddenly you are exposed to the cruel and ruthless world!
Everyone wants a piece of you and no one seems to help you, nor will they make it easy on you. Slowly you feel that this is a very different world. Sometimes, beautiful than ever and other times , meaner than the beast himself.
The start of the story can always vary…but let’s take it as a beautiful, emotional, refreshing, life changing, self exploring, the new beginning and so and so on. You basically fall in love… you claim that your feelings are different than rest of the world. You are kind, giving, humble and self less. Let’s say, at least for some time, till slowly the WORLD changes you into a depressed, emotional and scary freak.
Anyway back to the start of the "love"
THE MIDDLE:
You always remember this as the best time in your life. In the need of exploring your emotions about THE ONE, somehow discovers your hidden talents that were buried inside you. You can now sing, dance, paint, write and compose as much as 3 or even more poems in a day describing your love. You have this undying need for expression… you look in the mirrors for hours as if you never knew how you looked.
You have new haircuts, styling makeovers, transformations in eating and drinking habits… and you call it a new chapter in life. You discover new meaning in the songs that you heard several times before. Out of blue, you have so many friends and relatives; nice and helpful. You wondered where they were before! But still you have only one TV channel in your mind… the one person, who can understand you truly. He/she who can peek deep inside you. You do not have to speak to communicate. He/she just knows!
THE END:
Slowly … things start melting down … the so powerful telepathy reduces, you believe there are exterior forces are work. Either THE ONE likes someone or in some other way you come to know that this is never going to work out.
All problems career, family, friends all crop up right at that point. You doubt whether this phase will ever end. You crib, you cry and complain. Ask friends of advices. (They are more or less going through same situations, so they end up giving you stupid advices or nothing at all.) You regret everything that happened. Why me??? Why not??? Why? Why? Why? Why? You feel you are trapped into unbreakable, viscous tornado of life. Nobody can help you, they just add more fuel to your thoughts.
You cling on to that one sole thought;"Where did those beautiful days go!" The more time you cling on, more time you impart the Emotional atyaachaar to everyone around you and yourself as well. Once again you discover newer meanings in the same songs. See endless films, hear sad songs and cry your heart out, change hairstyles, dressing styles and then once again look in the mirror and ask “Where did the old me go? I have changed so much. ” You feel that you have come a long way.
THE NEW BEGINNING : Or the CLIMAX
One fine day, you are inspired, either by song, or a film or some person or at times it can also be philosophical thoughts of life and death that find you in the perfect situation to influence. You are transformed! ...Into a peace loving and calm person (at least now) This is a new chapter in your life. You have left behind everything. You have a new purpose in your life. Your passion. Your work. You feel that there are so many things in life worth living and dying for. “I must go on and serve my purpose of life.
I am talented, gifted. I can do so much.”
You see the world with a better eye now. You feel that no one is bad at heart. It is the situation that makes one. You feel that the whole experience made you into more mature person. You are all new and grow up. You think, “These kinds of situations will never come in my life again and if they ever do, I will tackle them in most mature manner. I am a changed person now."
... and thus COMPLETING THE CIRCLE
